A Meditation on Psalm 131
by Rev'd. Gretchen Grimshaw
Psalm 131
A Song of Ascents. Of David.
O Lord, my heart is not lifted up,
my eyes are not raised too high;
I do not occupy myself with things
too great and too
marvellous for me.
But I have calmed and quieted my soul,
like a weaned child with its mother;
my soul is like the weaned child that is with me.
O Israel, hope in the Lord
from this time on and for
evermore.
A Meditation on Psalm 131
Gracious God of hope from this time on and
forevermore,
Here I am, again. Standing before you in need
of….so many things.
Here I am, again. Standing before you with such
humility.
Again, here I am. Kneeling before you
with eyes that have witnessed too much, and seen too
little.
Again, here I am. Wanting before you,
with a heart that has beaten itself and broken its promises.
O God, how can you trust me?
Marvelous Creator of hope from this time on and
forevermore,
Here I am, once more.
Having encountered so many transgressions against justice
& love,
by my own hand.
Here I am, once more.
Having settled at least a part of the score with
my own conscience.
One more time, here I am.
As a child of some experience, but little
understanding.
One more time, here I am.
As I try to let loose another piece of my beastly
independence.
O God, how can you believe in me?
Great Source of life and hope from this time on and
forevermore,
Here I am, with You etched on my heart.
Here I am, with Your likeness shining through my eyes.
Here I am, with Your breath in my lungs.
Here I am, with Your promise in my bones.
O God, how can anything be too great or too marvelous for us?